Marching Band

When the peices come together
do not expect a stay

The glue that solidifies the truth
could leave you any day

Distrust bound up by watchful eyes
your hope is bound in shame

Hoping to catch you in ur lies
Your mistakes make somewhat a fame

So grab the hand of fallen grace
and march back to the stand

because either way your sullen face
will lead that marching band

Time

Tick Tock

Tick Tock

Watching the clock with weary eyes
Spending time dollors
but for what?

Is time such a thing that it can be wasted?

have you ever considered that each
wasted moment,
will eventually add up to an hour,
a day,
a year,
a lifetime?

Have you ever considered that if each moment
was lived to its fullest,
We would take back those minutes,
days,
years,
lifetimes?

How much could we accomplish,
if we could take back those lost moments
spend them with all we have

Change the world,
make some sort of difference?

What a happy place this world we be!

Roll the Dice

roll the dice
chances can't fail

we teeter on the edge

of sanity and failure

each heart beat
one step

two steps

three steps

countering our fear

We die in the moment
but live in the past
the future

three dimensions
living flat

now we close the book
on change

because we were afraid
to roll the dice

Checker Board

Staring at foggy skies
pretending to see the sun
listlesly tapping our fingers
to an unheard rhythm

black and white
white and black

I see nothing beyond

Not the meteors
Not the rain
Not the stars

I see the sun, and I see the dark

Rainbow Puke

Rainbow Puke

Sunshine in my pocket
lightening in my eyes

puking up those rainbows
happiness a pleasant suprise

Living in the moment
murdering the past

Waiting for my licence
to make this second last

Laughing at insanity
making it our pun

Spitting out profanities
we do it all in fun

So puke up those rainbows
and have all the love

In knowing your purpose
today and beyond

Food For Thought: And this too shall pass...

The Sky is The Limit

Disintegrate

Quivering fingers reach,
beyond half whispered dreams

maintain

these broken visions

Words gripping heedlessly
to our lips

Afraid to speak

Afraid to seek truth...

Grasp at golden straws and
half believe the ancient wisdom

Our minds do not lie,
only our lips...


Mind in Quotes

A fragmented mind. Shattered by confusion, disillusion but becoming an illusion. Scattered dark thoughts to overwhelm, a psych once founded on peace....

Ears to hear, and eyes to listen, and so fear to bare and hate to glisten. Darkness waves his evil hand, whilst Satan leads his marching band. Someone always watching, people always there, a person always looking, once glance away from a stare..

Almost invisible, you can see through me. Past the wall I've built. Through my solitutude, my only safe place, you have beaten down the walls. Now you can see me, and I can feel you, and that makes me quite afraid....

The Introduction

I wanted a place...A corner of sorts. A place to spill it all out. My thoughts, ideas, conclusions and opinions, whatever you like. Somewhere to let myself out. Whether it be in words, pictures, lyrics, poetry, this is to become MY corner. Shady-Rae RAW and real. This is not to be place for lies, or denial even, but a place of complete honesty. Me, fresh, real. hoPerhaps only I can understand what mess I spill onto paper. What does that matter? What matters is letting it all out.

Whatever sparks my soul, lights my inner fire, THAT will be the fuel for this blog. My emotions will guide my hand, and beyond that? Nothing. With emotions, you can only find the real and sometimes tough truth behind a mind. This blog, in a way, will BE my virtual mind. My mind on paper, or rather, a screen.

You see, the truth is, I am a complicated and rather eccentric sort of person. I see things much differently then another person might see things. My whole view on the world is complex, confusing and perhaps even distorted at times. I can't mope about what about that is wrong, because the truth is, that is what makes me ME!

However, I shall stop there, because my intention is not to bore you, my intention is to open up my heart and soul to you. So I say to you now:

Welcome to My Mind!!